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I've been sitting here thinking of what to say when usually I can't type fast enough everything I have to tell you. First, I guess, we'll state the obvious. I can't believe you are gone. You went so quick everyone's heads are still spinning. I am still in shock that that is you on the obituary. I know that face so well, but I just can't believe you are gone. But what I'm not surprised about is you found a way to contact me. That is so you. That really helped me to deal with the pain of losing you. I felt so lost. You were always that person I turned to in these times, and now you aren't there. You aren't physically there. I know you will always be watching over me. I think about you even more now than I did before. Every day to be exact. I never thought that day I came over to see you would be the last time I would see you. I wish you would've told me. I know I would've been upset if I knew and you were always there to protect me. I don't know if I could've handled it, and I would've tried to keep you here with me. I know you wanted out of that body, and I take comfort in knowing you are happy now. Don't worry about the kids, they will be fine. They have lots of people here that love them. You already instilled your beliefs and values in them, and I know they will make you proud. I love you so much cuz. I will see you again some day. TLMB
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