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Hey cuz! I know it's been awhile since I came here, but you know I talk to you every day. We're all moved in to the new house. I'm only about 5 to 10 min from the girls now. Not far from your resting place either. I will be there soon. When we were moving I found some old pics and stuff. I can't wait to show Mike the one of you and him at my Mom's for your first Thanksgiving together. "S" was just a baby. Found my old autograph book from 5th grade. Read all your entries a few times. Boy time just flew by didn't it? It seems like just yesterday we were talking about our dreams when we grow up. We were going to get our own apartment together, be in a rock band and die old together. Hmm, guess things don't always work out the way we plan. "S" reminds me more and more of you each day. Sometimes I have to check myself cause I feel like we are her age again and she's really you. I know you are here. You don't let me forget. You were always stubborn. I Loved that about you. Never gave up. I know you are proud of me. I know you are in your element. I can hear you when I try hard enough. I guess I'm just afraid to listen cause than I have to face that you really are gone. Thank You for being you! Thank God for the time we had together. You are my best friend and soul mate. I ache everyday missing you. I know you know I am strong and will push on, but I will NEVER get over losing you. I've never experienced this deep of a loss and hope I never will. I keep loving you through your girls. I will protect them and guide them for you. I Love you Cuz!!!!
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